please beautiful

currently at my house.this picture taken at my hubby home~

to be honest..i never use or wear this red blouse.i buy it 2008..i wear it 2012.

ini kerja bosan..no xmas for me sebab demam yang melampau.

so happy my hair grow really fast!

i'm fighting my nafsu sdh ni no dye!no curling!no rebonding!

(utk kebaikan.nti after 3 years barula buat suka hati!)

:p

this is me!ini pun bulan january 2012 sdh..padahal i cut it 12.11.2011 tau!

2 month sdh after i cut~

cuba kamu bayangkan..BAYANGKAN! how short i cut my hair last year

but i'm really happy la dgn keputusan sy buat tu tym!

cut d ben saloon cost rm75 campur wash~ org lain boleh sudah rebonding segala with that money

tapi tidak apa...semua y kering y rosak semua sudah tiada...

i will wait you my hair! 12.11.2014!

sebelum saya berkhayal pasal hair y lamaaaa lagi mau panjang!

shampoo habis sdh :'(

guna sunsilk y ada di rumah my dad ja ni..tus tebida2 sudah rambut..nda shiny lg mcm gambar pertama ni entry :(

also!balik2 gugur my hair + sy sikat rmbt selalu mau cepat!

so hard to take care diri sendiri ni!

pasal face lagi.over month sdh nda mask2 ni muka!patutla tgk muka pun hitam sdh..so dark!

semua pasal demam i can't take care myself anymore :(

nasibla time sakit.hubby jua y jaga...kalau bukan dia mungkin macam kena rasuk sudah ni diri saya

so stress! 

Better you die than i

Its been 2..3 days i'm sick.i cant recall anymore...macam hilang ingatan sudah -.-..paling suck lah time sakit semua tidak dapat berjalan dengan lancar..tidak dapat hair clips dari susie.. eyelashes,eyelashes glue pun tidak dapat singgah beli.
Arrived at keningau dari hari khamis lagi..baru ada mood sikit mau update blog..punya sengsara demam.super demam betul-betul nda pernah sakit begini sampai saya sakit pun boleh terfikir macam keteguran pula... T.T
Baju semua pun nda lengkap packing!tidak tau la make up! mungkin 2x5 ja..sedih woh...macam mana mau sambut xmas ni
buruk!!!bida!!!bekik!!!

Oh Natural.

Hello.I'm so excited to tell you guys my new obsession..my husband like it too.like it rough! xD

Fall in love with chu~ my Hada Labo.Shirojyun Whitening Lotion OR Hada Labo Arbutin Whitening Lotion.
-Deep Moisturizing
-Intensive Repair
-Double Whitening

To be Honest.I'm lazy to type <3

Let the picture speak..this product i buy at guardian with 10% off price..cost me RM41.31. It come with 3 type.. red,white and blue.
-Red-Anti Aging
-White-Hydrating
-Blue-Whitening
So you choose.Actually i want the red one but my husband REALLY don't like standing and waiting his cute wife hahahhaha xD

My Review
-i love it!i am sure i buy again!maybe try one set of this product~!hopefully~~~ xD
-in japan they call it LOTION for TONER..i applying it without cotton.Make my skin very very VERY SUPPLE and bouncy too.
-Wearing it after cleansing (of course) but applying it before Foundation or BB cream...i feel like wearing nothing on my skin!More clean even after you put face powder
-Applying it before i sleep and wake up next day...My skin feel hydrated and no oily face!hahaha..even my husband use it.He text me around 2pm 'baby new product is good.skin not oily anymore' during his work time...i love it.
-Its expensive for me because i'm not working..so i need to work!

                                 In2it eyeliner black& pearl and silky girl eyebrow 01 soft black

going natural this time no one can stop me..first time using black eyebrow line.love it..i can't deny i'm not choosy but this is good.  + cheap
black liner is good and smoth..pearl liner not glittery but WHITE not silver so i like it.

counting my days back to keningau..8DAYs from now on! <3

Skincare Lust

Hi before i typed about 'my title' i will tell you that i'm not going to manila or so on.Sad? NO. disappointed omaigad..betul ka apa saya taip ni?seriously!?
Ehem.why?My father- in-law cancel it because something like 'business matters'  but its okay.maybe next time.. :)

Talk about skincare..who doesn't want a flawless skin..if you don't want it~ give it to me! kidding.NO i'm serious. :)
I'm 22 years old now..how many skincare i have use?

*Fair&Lovely
*Pond's
*Hazeline
*Garnier
*Natasya Gold
*Safi
*Alaisyah
*Maxi-Peel
*RDL papaya
*Mustika Ratu
*Nivea
*Ginvera
*Ellizer
*Republic Nature
*Etude House
*Aiken
*Oxy
*so on i forgot one of the product i use long time ago~

That all i just can remember maybe less or maybe more.But?i thinks it more..i never use it one set EXCEPT!
*Natasya Gold :)
It really can get rid my redness & acne.i'm only 15 years old and i suffer about this happen to my face.This help me..but still cannot get rid of my deep scar :(

Until i'm 17 YO -18 YO my acne comeback again to destroy my baby face (oh really?) hahaha.
So i only use *maxi-peel on it and then tada~ i'm free from acne but the deep scar still there :(

I always feel uncomfortable when people look at me because of my imperfect skin.Sometime people make fun of it..but they don't look they own self.ceh~ at least i'm honest..i know i don't have perfect skin..i have many girlfriend (i'm not lesbian) from all of them i'm the most BOO~ skin LOL.

That why i don't buy whitening skincare product..because its not my remedy.

People or haters orrrr whatever talk 'she is not perfect why she so confident make me wanna punch her face so she can wake up!'
Because i have one secret that you can't have haters or you can have if you would change :)

when your heart is pure..clean it can reveal your true beauty

So have a very goodnight.I love my self very much.i'm no perfect but you still jealous.So i'm special but you special too.Don't waste time to hating me...i'm not celebrities.

Something named random part1

hi.

*Lama sudah tidak update blog.sbb line bida..all my post pg draft ja wtf~ 

*i'm not sure i'm going to manila and so on..reason? maybe sy jak ppuan dlm tu trip..so boring

*i miss my girlfriend.ALL

*i'm start to use MUSTIKA RATU again

*i dye my hair again

*i miss my family...

*i'm going to adopt two kitten soon

*ada minat belajar buat kuih sudah.blajar sendiri..coming soon

*leather jacket i'm not sure i can get you.sad

*everyday training nosa nosa dance?penat..i'm no good dancer but i love to dance

*i really want to date stefen,niklaus and tyler (tamaha)

*currently caroline and rebekah fans(teda kena mgena)

*mcm mau explode nampak ppuan men baik-baik

i wish better life.

10.11.2012

My husband birthday.i only bought him black suede edge perfume, varsity jacket and original zippo lighter...but i don't have a chance to take picture cause he crazy..run away with his present -..-

what happen?

 we go back to keningau.. and i just want my new favorite drink! okinawa matcha~ super yummy for me! i'm
really fan of tea.matcha actually a tea family said the seller :3
you can found this at suria sabah (tengok berguyang2 dlm kereta nasib dpt tangkap juga picture)

tada! rosewood&base coat nail polish~ with a nail polish remover(strawberry)..tq kepada mitchy sbb bg tgk d blog dia pasal rosewood.mmg lovely color dia mcm blood.nyum!
nail polish remover pun smell sweet..tidak macam racun. all cost RM27.50 ^^

11.11.2012

simple anniversary ^^. we both didn't plan it..i'm wearing white..he wearing white so i say 'white date ka ni?' haha. so dia drive sampai ranau to pick up his sister..jalan-jalan.we go eat lunch at la tansa cafe.ikan bakar~ sedap! ^^

                                                     gambar tepi tepian ja.haha classic!

looks like vervain but its not.just mau angan-angan ja ahaha ^^

                                      so this is me! natural..no contact lens~ no lashes~ just me :)

          mitchell ask me about this dress i buy it from little cottage original price RM69.90- sale price Rm35

 before i applying my foundation/bb cream i use this first ^^.. i feel so lovely and revive for my skin..first its flower~ white rose. second its asian product ,why not? third vit A.E & F.fourth it cheap RM7 :p


12.11.2012

its my hair bornday after cutting it so short!of course its important i set it in my mind so i can counting for 3 years!now 2 years to go.teehe!

i buy zippo gas too but i don't need to mention right?its my husband stuff he like hiding things -.-
i use herbal essences but in blue one.my husband keep nagging about my hair fall.of course it would fall because i wash my hair 3/week.its normal!so untuk kasih puas hati since my conditioner habis..i just buy conditioner only ^^.that nivea things is my husband punya hahaha lucky dapat capture nda sempat dia kasih tapuk kali? :p

so girl?which one is your hair now? kalo c mitchy dan xue nda payah ckp la lebih lg dari no9 tu tau.jelezz~ :p
last year my hair no3 now no6 ^^
my hair is free from ubat digital perm ka.rebonding ka.i dont want this ubat d rmbt sbb i want to see it grow naturally dlu masih ka lurus mcm time budak2.but i only dyed it.skrg stop dlu :)

cukupla bebelan saya ni.panjang juakan bebelan saya?^^

               so another lesson of make up i want to share.not own by me..just tjmpa d page facebook ^^

bye~ i miss mitchell already her family is sooooooooo friendly.like! :3

Start a new life with my cigar

First of all thank you my mitchy for helping me edit my blog.i really love it. <3

What happen to me?---------------

                                                                   i dyed my hair black -.-

            u can see my face blushing because i'm very happy to choose black color again HAHA
                                                                 

   do you girl notice my skin seems darker?because that stupid BC at etude wrongly choose my color foundation! so i just blend some shading.not so bad.then i got mature look by it and my face a bit slimmer

                                  only 3 of us... because mitchell already go on the date with MR.fiance'
                                          that lamb i hunt that night so delicious nyum!i want more~~~

                          saturday!i go on date with him. suddenly after i finish business at the bathroom
                           i saw my schoolmate waiting her friend..so we both cheering~ and start our girl talk ^^

      purple?i have very long time thinking when i wear this top.now i already wear it. i need new dress or not?
                            i keep buying but 60% of my clothes i still haven't wear/use whatever~

                                                                        passport picture?

                                                                                                                                                                                          me with him.he buy me ochando drink..i really love it.especially the matcha(tea) mix red bean?.ochando new recipe. its a bit bitter and its sweet.bittersweet i love it~ he promise me..he buy for me tonight at suria sabah alone :P     

*tomorrow its his day.happy bday my dear~!